darkangel514
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12:24 pm
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Got Bored..
Your #1 Love Type: INFP | The Idealist
In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.
Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.
Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
Your #2 Love Type: INFJ | The Protector
In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.
Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.
Best matches: ENTP and ENFP |
Your #3 Love Type: ISFP | The Artist
In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions.
For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings.
Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener.
However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes.
Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ |
Your #4 Love Type: ISFJ | The Nurturer
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP |
Your #5 Love Type: ENFP | The Inspirer
In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.
Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.
Best matches: INTJ and INFJ |
Current Mood:  blank
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12:16 pm
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
Current Mood: blank
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11:17 am
[Link] | Days grow so cold when your body feels lifeless, when leaves fall from trees as the day sets by..when im left here with my arms hold together..nothing left to feel..feelings came back to me from days i wish i could burn away, like pictures twisted inside and out for nothing more to show then a price and not the picture, to feel worthless is a meaningful taste..who else is going to do it..the total incarnation of our souls are brought forth for a meaning unworthy of us to even look in that direction, for society destorys everything, for the blood i lay out today has no meaning it has no efforts..pure blood...for the cause of being this way, a cause for i can not even state from my mind, the essence in which my soul is drenched in the sorrows of my past and lying in the future, a misguided soul will never find a way out..
Short Poem that i felt like writing...just thinking when im alone..-shrugs- oh well..
Well...im Out everyone....Peace... <3 megan ^^
Current Mood:  restless
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07:13 am
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Bored But Intrested..Hm..
Part Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet | Part Passionate Kisser |
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
intresting ..i think so..^^
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11:03 pm
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Leaving Some Notes that go Through my Head for You All
I'd like to thanks all who came to my b-day party i enjoyed all of your company, well im sitting her listening to Senses Fail..thinking in depth..and all of it is about Megan..yep..i think about megan alot..lol..a curse? nah..not even close..i just love her to death i would take a bullet for her and she knows it (hopefully)..lol...I'd like to have a great week and weekend..i have 4 days off this week which is great..lots of free time for me to have fun and enjoy each and every moment with friends, and my angel.. ^^
On another note, Amtgard has tooken a great turn..im proud to say that my abilities have curved dramatically and im better, also im getting trained by the best, a Knight thats played for 15 yrs or so, ive become the Companys archer and im still a MINION which is sweet as fuck meaning ill be kept and i will become a full dark rider of our fighting company, i enjoy kicking some ass along side of all of them ^^
Oh... and... I LOVE YOU POOKIE!!! <3!! ^^ to you megan.. <3 ^^
Leaving Some Lyrics for All of You:
Just throw it back, for one more night
On a starlit and moon-struck night.
The ground did fold and eat us both
But all my love, I did devote.
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart.
The song I wrote, it was for you.
To live inside of me, I'm dying inside you.
Lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned into ash.
The world did cry, the night you died
And I am no good at suicide.
But I lost what was mine, and I want what was mine.
My heart now it always breaks, the blood did drip and I did take,
another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill.
We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me.
Current Mood:  all smiles ^^
Current Music: Senses Fail- The Ground Folds
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10:18 am
[Link] | Today is just an ordinary day..its feels good to just relax and not have to move always..summer school is getting old and work at 2 which only gives me a few hours to do what i want for the whole day.. sucks horribly.....
Past all that i could'nt ask for anything else..i have the girl of my dreams and i have the life i want, but what makes it seem there is so many faults in it? hopefully there is none..so i wont hurt myself or hurt others..ive done it before to myself and it isn't a beautiful sight
Megan is the first girl i've truly loved, i want to be with her till death, shes perfect in everyway, funny, cute, smart, beautiful, creative, everything that i have although twisted in a different way which makes it perfect.
I love her as much as the air i breathe in daily, how much the movement of the clouds move and seeing something beautiful in it reminds me of her...an angel
Well..im going to leave you with a few lyrics.. Peace readers:
i just want you to know that i want you to be safe
or was it fate, no i can't remember
so much pain in the world i hate feeling this way (it took you away)
i wish i could be strong, i wish i could be brave
i wish i could be over and over
to the world and the some of fate (away)
for-(forever)
ful-(beautiful)
don't ever think that i could not appreciate
we all come
full circle
whatever out to give my lonely complicate
i just want you to know it isn't easy to face
its growing back but i will remember
hear your voice everyday doesn't seam like the same (it took you away
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Dry Cell- Forever Beautiful
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07:13 am
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Today is the Day i was Born... w00t!
today is my day! the day i was born im now a year old (god i feel like an old ass man) but yup! another year gone till 18..then...21..fun stuff will happen through those years, hopefully when the person i love most...Megan ^^
Well school is about to start imma head there and enjoy my day..with the people i love most..family, friends, and my lovely dovey! Megan! :D ^^
Current Mood:  accomplished
Current Music: None
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10:53 pm
[Link] | Listening to Bite to Break Skin by Senses Fail..not really thinking kind off spaced out..off set day and i really dont feel too good...nothing else to say except i love her..and i think of her when im not with her every second of the day..no matter where i am..no matter if im not on the field or not in Amtgard..i think about her..i truly do love her..i hope she feels the same back.
Leaving some lyrics..
In the bright morning my courage falls weak no excuse for my actions, no where to run consequence comes like raining fire, burning every part of me... showing no mercy the day that i thought would never come, has arrived here i lay, a victim of my own decisions i've exchanged the wisdom of God for selfish pride...thus my down fall my appreciation is laced within apologies, for not becoming Your plan grace is where i lay my head for this is where the angels sit... and she spreads her silver wings to offer shade for my pale skin from the blinding sun of consequence consequence...no where to run, but to Your arms in all my shame...reconciled as i weather the storm, i fall to the ground i look to the sky, then His hand reaches for me....alas a new day my appreciation is laced within apologies i'll never understand this grace bestowed upon me... alas a new day
Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: Hopesfall- A New Day
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09:26 pm
[Link] | Well, im back up and running my livejournal, its been a long time, so viewers let me tell you whats been happening lately in my life if anyone cares to read this..
I got a new job..a girlfriend that i admire and adore and love so much that every word i say could'nt explain how much she means to me. Shes helped me through alot and without her i dont know if id be capable of anything or having a settle mind at that.
Im pretty content with my life, though i have this odd feeling something weird will happen, something bad...and i dont know but hope not.
I have something special written in my head, for someone special..
Winter's grow cold, and Summer sun burns, while your smile keeps me warm and cool during both when the seasons change. Your love caresses and holds every ounce of my spirit and soul, as i know i can trust you with anything. Angels fly only so high, but your more then that, for you are a portion of my life i will never forget, those nights we spent walking down dark streets and looking at the beautiful stars as we held hands will always be remembered. Days i swung my life away trying to find a reason what my existence stood for, for what i was, for who i was, when i landed in your arms, you made life so much easier, you soothed my boiling blood, and mended my heart, and gave me the greatest thing that ive always wanted, love..and a great friendship, something i want to hold for a lifetime...i love you
I was reminded of all the fables i was told when i was small, all the times i cried in my dark dusty corner, the times i held myself together, the times i wept till blood ran from my eyes, till blades cut deep..i found a true meaning to why and what a human heart is, what true love is, something that will never leave no matter what happens, something that burns inside like a new soul, when i touch the beauty of your flesh i think of how i want to live life, the way i want to raise my children, the way i want to die..i want to do this all with you..in my arms.. <3
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Sihouettes- Smile Empty Soul
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